She has faced
cruel taunts from schoolmates as well as strangers and claims she was left
feeling like a 'freak', too scared to look at herself in the mirror.
The 24-year-old
has suffered with the painful skin condition, psoriasis since she was 13 years
old. Psoriasis is a skin condition that causes red, flaky, crusty patches of
skin covered with silvery scales.
The patches
normally appear on your elbows, knees, scalp and lower back but can appear
anywhere on the body.
While most
people endure small red patches on parts of their body, Miss Lanuzza said
around 97 per cent of her body is covered with painful red welts.
But while she
has hidden her 'ugly' skin in shame for years, she said she has finally learned
to love her skin and is proudly showing off her body, to encourage other women
battling psoriasis.
She said:
“People would
stop and stare at me in the street. My psoriasis looks like red, raised spots
and people looked at me as if I was disgusting and they might catch something. I
felt so self-conscious about the condition that it was ruining my life. Stressing
about my flare-ups only made them worse - so now I look at my skin with a
positive mindset. Finally I've come to terms with my skin and have realized
that I am beautiful. After all these years I finally have confidence in my own
skin I want to show other women that their 'abnormalities' could be their
strengths. The condition is often triggered by trauma, and when I lost my dad I
felt like the world had ended. My world went to pieces - we were so close when
I was growing up, and I couldn't bear losing him. I was just a teenager and all I wanted was to be like other girls my
age... Instead, giant patches of my skin were red and unsightly - I felt like a
freak compared to other girls my age and did everything to cover up”.
"Grieving was
difficult enough. Then, when these flaky patches started appearing on my skin,
I had no idea what was happening. At first it was just on my arms and scalp,
but gradually, it spread across my entire body - even my face and hands. I was
just a teenager and all I wanted was to be like other girls my age - wearing
make-up, pretty clothes and talking about boys. Instead, giant patches of my
skin were red and unsightly - I felt like a freak compared to other girls my
age and did everything to cover up”.
“I tried not to
itch the dry patches but, even so, in class other girls would point at my
scab-covered arms and say that I was "infected". While other girls
would dress in strappy tops and go to parties, I spent my teens wearing
long-sleeved t-shirts. Though I was painfully self-conscious in my early teens,
I was determined psoriasis wouldn't rob me of my teenage years. I tried to
think of them as reminders of my dad, as I'd got psoriasis after he died. That
was a comfort, but it was still hard. Now I've come to terms with psoriasis, I
want to help others do the same. We might have conditions that make us look
different from other women, but we are still beautiful.”
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